This one's from the heart!

Well, latley I've been doing alot of thinking! I don't really know why or what it's any good for, but anyways I have! I've been talking about it alot latley too and I've been planning on trying not to be as pathetic as this post probabley will be haha, it isn't working!

There are some people I probabley will never see again, and even though we don't really think about it those people could be dead, because they are not in our lives. well, everybody with a facebook couldn't be, because now, I will admit this, I am checking out people I don't talk to on facebook. I do, because some people I just don't want to let go of, and some part of life I don't want to let go of, but guess that Life just comes in between sometimes and people who you were really close to gets caught on the other side...

And I know it was years ago, but I am still to scarred or something to just write the simple that I probabley should;
I'm sorry even though I never said
I hope you are good even though I never asked
I wish we could still talk and be friends,


But what if I don't get an answer as so many times before? Why do I think it's worth going trough again, as so many times before? Just the fear of actually losing sombody, but then again haven't I?

Tomt!

Det är så tomt här, vet inte vad jag ska göra.
Känslan av att inte veta, av att inte se.
Hur är det egentligen, ja, vem vet de?